Thirteen (2003), dir. Catherine Hardwicke
Bessel van der Kolk, The Body Keeps the Score
i am once again fighting the urge to disappear
is anyone else just absolutely fucking sick of it
sorry i pushed you away i felt abandoned and suicidal
nice personality disorder did your mom give it to you
Let your bad thoughts be bad thoughts and your bad feelings be bad feelings. Let “I feel so worthless right now” turn into “I want to do something that’ll make me feel better” instead of “the fact that I feel worthless must mean that I am”. There is so much power in actively refusing to tie negativity to the way you see yourself, without ignoring it altogether.
I never asked to be born







